Nighttime Shower

-

 “Nighttime Shower”


I read somewhere, 

Always shower at night 

To wash the mess of the day away

from your mind, your body 


Tonight I don’t want to wash you away 

I close my eyes, imagine 

The light 

Overhead 

is golden hour streaming on our faces 

Again 


Only an hour ago

Like warm water 

Your fingers slid hotly down my wrists 


Shampooing down 

I turn, 

My hands like 

Your hands drift to that spot on my neck 


If I stay here maybe 

I can see 

Once more 

The love in your eyes, 

Relive that 

Perfect

Moment a second time which is 

A luxury,

One doesn’t often see perfection twice 

In this twisted-up, ugly life. 


I turn off the shower 

I’ll see him tomorrow, I think 

How lucky for me 


I’ll glimpse perfection tomorrow, and 

Very likely, 

The next day after that too


Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Brooklyn No. 7

-
 Five years into life here, and I am realizing how tied my soul still is to where I came from.  My sister stayed with me over my birthday. I wanted the week to be less rushed and more rest than previous visits.  We spent hours talking, stretched across my bed that I now share with my husband.  We sat at my worn wood table, legs folded up, hands wrapped around mugs of  peppermint tea,  sipping on sweet memories and  new revelations that are only released through sister serenity.  I felt part of my soul settle in my chest as I listened to her steps  padding down the hallway.  My life blood lives in my sister. It ebbs and flows as time and distance move between us.  We are chinked together with Appalachian blood and a woman's grit on my mom's side,  Catholic liturgy and a steady know-how from my dad.  In a city that values individuality, I rejoice in my similarity--chalk up victory in the cadence of my sister's laugh, and the...
Read more

"Already Ourselves"

-
 "Already Ourselves"  We are  Already ourselves  don't we spend  the rest of our lives reaching back to the stuff of childhood  honesty  hope  passion, untethered  rest  wonder  drive, unfettered  We are already  Who we are Becoming  You don't have to go, so much  as you have to return  Home 
Read more

Brooklyn No. 6

-
We are so addicted to fresh starts.  2023 was not an easy year for me--I experienced my first year of post-grad life, and it was full of the fumbles and bumbles that are the trademarks of your twenties. I started the year with hope of a new job as an assistant editor. I was confident I was going to get my foot in the door at some shiny publishing house in Manhattan and impress everyone by living out my 90s rom-com career.  Andie Anderson made it look so easy in How To Lose a Guy in Ten Days! How hard could it be?  Turns out, it's pretty dang hard. Between writers strikes, hiring holds, publishing house mergers, and a deplorable job market, I acquired an impressive amount of rejection letters.  My fresh-faced, recent grad optimism was lost somewhere between writing my hundredth cover letter and receiving my ninety-ninth rejection.  Aside from entering the work-force, I spent most of my year trying to hold it together as three of my closest friends got married. Th...
Read more